[What Ignis dare not admit even to himself, even less loudly, leaves Noct's mouth like it's not a problem at all. And maybe it isn't, but Ignis feels like this is something... monumental. Something that can't be put in words no matter how eloquent Ignis is. It hurts- he's so happy that this had happened, but it also hurts so much.
Is it the way Noct is gently handling him? Putting away his glasses then tracing the scars around his eye and over the bridge of his nose... The way he speaks quietly to him, breath against his lips and Ignis fights back the urge to dive in for another kiss.
The way Noctis affects him Ignis hid for years, coming up on the occasions when Noct would strike a soft spot inside of him. Gladio would call him out on indulging and babying Noctis and Ignis would just mentally sigh in relief that his "terrible" secret is safe.
Now, Noct tore into him and pulled out that secret into the open and Ignis has no energy to fight back. Because- he can never say /No/ to Noct.]
I... [Why does he feel like he should apologize...?] Is... it really alright? Because it feels... surreal to me.
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Is it the way Noct is gently handling him? Putting away his glasses then tracing the scars around his eye and over the bridge of his nose... The way he speaks quietly to him, breath against his lips and Ignis fights back the urge to dive in for another kiss.
The way Noctis affects him Ignis hid for years, coming up on the occasions when Noct would strike a soft spot inside of him. Gladio would call him out on indulging and babying Noctis and Ignis would just mentally sigh in relief that his "terrible" secret is safe.
Now, Noct tore into him and pulled out that secret into the open and Ignis has no energy to fight back. Because- he can never say /No/ to Noct.]
I... [Why does he feel like he should apologize...?] Is... it really alright? Because it feels... surreal to me.